Today

August 11, 2010

4:22 PM

Same old issues keep bugging me still. No matter how hard I try to shrug them off they just won't go away. At one point I realized that I can't do everything at once even if I want to and even how hard I try. There is really only so much I can do. I just wish other people knew that especially my dad. For him to say that I don't care about the welfare of my family is just outright absurd.

I continue to fall apart. I feel like I'm already dead inside.

I can't believe I'm gonna say this but I really need vodka.