2:40 AM
Just got home from work. Today was a highly interesting day. I can't stop thinking about my previous conversation with M. At first it was all about our usual rants. We can't seem to get over some people's unexplainable behavior. I can't think of an appropriate adjective to describe them. Anyway, on our way home, while waiting for M's ride, I asked her something that I can't seem to remember now. I really need memry enhancers. It was all about saying bad things and then she asked "Ano bang konsepto mo ng masama?" She said there shouldn't be a concept of what is good and bad. I told her if there isn't a concept for the two and you're just saying something because they're plain facts then it's like you're taking away the feeling of excitement knowing that you're saying something bad. It's like when you don't have a concept of what is bad and you say someone is ugly then it's not fun anymore, but then again that's really mean. Come to think of it when you say mean comments and you say them because they're true does that make you're action correct and acceptable? I don't regret saying all the nasty things I said earlier because some people can be really annoying sometimes. Pigs! (as what M called them), but it still brings me to my question ( I remember it clearly now) "Masama bang magsabi ng masama kung totoo naman?"
I don't know. The truth is "Wala akong pakelam!" How can I think of being good when there are a lot of people doing bad stuff to other people? whether unconsciously or on purpose. I say KTM! (Kill Them All!)
Hahaha..Kidding..NOT! no really..I'm just kidding.. NOT!
After all is said and done..
At the end of it all..
I still have monthly reports to finish.. wtf?!
