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MIB2

August 30, 2010

2:18 AM

My mind is blank. Yesterday, my family spent the whole afternoon playing cards in the living room. They were laughing and having a good time. I would give anything for moments like that. I just wish my brother was home. It would have been perfect. I can't say that everything is okay now cause I know it's still far from that but everyday brings a new hope that things would get better. I'll forever stick to what I know, my parents love each other so they'll be able to figure things out.

I don't break down that much anymore but I'm still afraid to drink. I don't want to have another maudlin conversation with anyone, that's just not how I am. A friend of mine once said that I'm the most chillax person she knows. I intend to keep that reputation. I miss my friends though. I don't get to hang out with them anymore. During the past months when I described myself as a total mess, it was like a struggle for me to meet anyone. It was like the cheerful, outgoing, forget about everything Tara was gone. No matter how I try to bring her to come out, she just won't move from where she was. I intend to go back to the social scene when everything clears up. I just want to do it one day at a time.

It's not true that MIB2 is not a good movie (shout out to Dianne Navarro). I really did learn something from it. Agent K played by Tommy Lee Jones said it right "We are who we are even if we sometimes forget."

And when I do get over this whole thing, I'll proudly say that I did it on my own. Done in the most chillax way possible. Without others and without alcohol.

Well maybe with just a little bit of alcohol. ;)

Disney

August 25, 2010

9:51 PM

Well, when one's lost, I suppose it's good advice to stay where you are until someone finds you.

-Alice in Wonderland

Pink

August 24, 2010
7:48 PM

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Living Room

August 24, 2010

7:19 PM

I realized just now that sometimes there's nothing wrong with being stuck doing the same old things. People often complain that they are in a rut but believe me when everything changes all of a sudden, all of us will appreciate and long for the same old usual things that we used to do. Same routinary day to day little things will mean the whole world.

:)

August 22, 2010
5:45 PM
At this moment, I feel like I'm the saddest person in the world. The worst part is at the back of my mind, it's like I can hear Jack Nicholson saying "Nobody cares".

Heart

August 13, 2010

4:10 PM

Trust me on this one. A small body part can suddenly weigh tons.