:)

August 22, 2010
5:45 PM
At this moment, I feel like I'm the saddest person in the world. The worst part is at the back of my mind, it's like I can hear Jack Nicholson saying "Nobody cares".

Heart

August 13, 2010

4:10 PM

Trust me on this one. A small body part can suddenly weigh tons.

Today

August 11, 2010

4:22 PM

Same old issues keep bugging me still. No matter how hard I try to shrug them off they just won't go away. At one point I realized that I can't do everything at once even if I want to and even how hard I try. There is really only so much I can do. I just wish other people knew that especially my dad. For him to say that I don't care about the welfare of my family is just outright absurd.

I continue to fall apart. I feel like I'm already dead inside.

I can't believe I'm gonna say this but I really need vodka.

Bag/Wastebasket

July 21, 2010

7:09 PM

I have no choice but to use this trusty old blog spot again because the sites that I usually use is chock-full of people that I know. I really dont feel like sharing anything to the world right now. I don't want to talk or go out like the usual. What would make me feel happy now is to be able to sit alone in a coffee shop, drink my latte and watch the world go by through the lights of the cars passing the streets of the Metro. My life as of the moment is as messy as the insides of my brown structured bag.

Gab's Advocate

One Bucket

January 30, 2010

6:23 PM

I've had one too many again last night and after countless times of saying that I want to stop drinking, I still find myself doing it over and over again. I realized just now that the reason for this is that whenever I'm drinking I feel like I can say or do any stupid thing that I want and when I wake up in the morning I can just blame it on the beer, tequila, vodka or whatever I consumed the previous night. You can be insane even for just one night and not feel so much guilty about it. Let's just say that I found a new bff and this one I'm surely gonna keep.

Oh! But minus the hangover.

I think I need coffee.

Nothing but New

January 1, 2010

Another year has passed. I have to say that the events of 2009 were truly unexpected. Just the first eve of the year already brought back tons of memries. Food that reminded me of celebrations, dinners and food trippin spent with friends. Good old conversations that made even "isaw" surprisingly delicious. Coins, money given to kids reminded me of how I slaved for work and then spent money like crazy. Going to places, a really unforgettable roadtrip. Songs sang joyously just like how my friends and I sang in videoke rooms, sometimes ignoring a terribly huge storm. And the drinks. Ahh the drinks. Drinking red wine last night didn't make the memries any different. Sleepless, drunken fun nights spent in Plato, KOI or Dematisse with colleagues and friends that make the nights really worth it even if there's still work the next day. 2009 came by really fast. There were a lot of major set backs and hang ups but a new year is about to start. New people, places, experiences, chances.. New everything. I'm confident that 2010 will be just as amazing if not better. The priest said it well las night "This year let go and travel light."

When I looked up the sky last night all I could say was "Nothing beats my fireworks." 2009 was just awesome. Really. I'm putting up my drinks to that.

I hope to make the most out of this year. Make a louder bang. Either with new or same old important people. It's gonna be a really happy 2010. Cheers! :)

Happy New Year everyone. :)

xoxo